well i've been on this site for a year and a lot has changed. very bullshit cliché of me, i know but that's life. my style is finally starting to look cleaner, less confused and unaware. which is very odd because i'm more confused and unaware than any other point in my life. i'm glad i don't put my personal writings on here because it would show what's going on in my head to some degree. but since i can't figure out my own problems, i finally decided to study photojournalism and become a muckraker and help other people with theirs. well damn, i need a good studio job, about $4000 worth of gear, a a few pint of guinness and i think i'll be able to start free lance work. that's something to look forward to during the next year. wish me luck, i'll need shit loads.